Intrapersonal

-------Mary Maloney Journal-------
(School work-Mary's journal)

This fateful day, where Patrick died. It all began on my much anticipated Thursday evening. Lying on the sofa, I waited for him, he was later than usual but i still do it without regrets. The doorbell rang and I did not know why I was so excited at that time. However, that was the beginning of me, still so innocent, far from the real reality.

I greeted Patrick with a big smile on my chin, only to suffer his grey and dull face. He stomped in. My much innocent self went to him, trying all ways to please him, only to be rejected and ignored. At that time, for some reason i still love him, willing to serve him even to be treated as a slave is fine with me. Is it wrong to be submisive and loving? Patrick wasn't like this, he was a good man,so loving and faithful. It all changed, after he changed his job, he changed. He was rude, ill-mannered, aggressive and so unhappy with me. I tolerated his nonsense, but was dying to find out why he became such a cold-hearted man.

My question was finally answered, that Thursday, he sat down giving me a cold shoulder doing man unusual things he would not do. I smelt a rat and the next second, he said he was LEAVING me! I gasped, dumfounded, thinking hard why this was happening, it was a moment of weaknss. I forgot to mention, i was pregnant and i'm just a simple wife who just needs her husband's company. But why? why should i suffer such ill-fate? Such a god wife like me don't deserves this ill-treatment! Immediately, I used the frozen lamb leg and swung it down on the wretched man. He collapsed like a deck of cards, he was dead and I would die without any regrets now................